[ It's nearly three in the morning now, he shouldn't act on anything. He should be a responsible adult and try to go to bed. But all of these imagined scenarios and his trying to find what he could do for Chris had left him hard and aching not just for sex but for something else he doesn't want to name, even alone in his room where no one can see.
He stares at his phone for a long time, going back and forth on whether he should just say goodnight or if he can be a selfish masochist and ask Chris over or to meet somewhere. Satisfy them both and then himself over again by simply having Chris fall asleep in his arms.
Sighing and curtailing the urge to throw his phone across the room instead, he continues to stare and think and torture himself with indecision.]
I do like a good soak, especially with the hot water causing stings to whatever injuries we'd then sooth on each other.
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[ It's nearly three in the morning now, he shouldn't act on anything. He should be a responsible adult and try to go to bed. But all of these imagined scenarios and his trying to find what he could do for Chris had left him hard and aching not just for sex but for something else he doesn't want to name, even alone in his room where no one can see.
He stares at his phone for a long time, going back and forth on whether he should just say goodnight or if he can be a selfish masochist and ask Chris over or to meet somewhere. Satisfy them both and then himself over again by simply having Chris fall asleep in his arms.
Sighing and curtailing the urge to throw his phone across the room instead, he continues to stare and think and torture himself with indecision.]
I do like a good soak, especially with the hot water causing stings to whatever injuries we'd then sooth on each other.
[ Selfish maybe not, but a masochist certainly. ]