Lord Chris Sonom (
chrisisofaith) wrote2020-08-20 12:31 pm
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Dearest darling Chris,
I don't know why I'm writing this honestly, I don't even like birthday cards that much. It always seemed a bit of a pointless step everyone goes through, no one cares about the cards but we have to pretend because it's polite, like why does everyone bother? I don't know. Tradition probably. Anyway this isn't a card so there's that. I thought you might like it, all ye olde and stuff. I'm not even typing it! So you know sorry if you can't read anything.
Most of the time I think I'm going to be stuck here forever so this is kind of pointless, but like there's a chance I might not be, right? I don't want to leave nothing behind, it kind of sucks. I want there to be something that like someone can look at it and say "yeah, that was Nick". Ragnor wrote me a letter once and it was the best thing ever, so here's one for you. You're in the other room while I'm writing this, I hope you don't come into the lab. It's supposed to be a surprise or something. It doesn't really have to be a surprise I guess, it just feels private. I don't want to like look you in your eyes and tell you I'm writing you a letter, that's so embarrassing. Especially not when I get to the part where I talk about how much I like you, because I do. You know too much about me for me not to, now. (That's a joke, it's hard to tell in a letter :( )
I'm not always an easy person to care about and you do it anyway, and you do it well. I love when you tolerate the critters climbing you even though I know you don't like them that much, and how you tell me off for sitting on the counters even though we both know you're going to let me sit there anyway. I like that you tell me when I'm being stupid and when I'm not, and how you always listen even though I'm shit at actually talking. I like the way your eyes look when we've got candles around the place and they catch the flicker of the light, and the way your hair curls when it's growing out, and the way your face looks when you don't think anyone is watching.
I don't know how I feel about birthdays anymore and they're kind of pointless here probably, so I'm not going to make a big old thing for yours but I still wanted you to have something, so like here you go. The bracelet is just a silly little gimmick, really. I've got a matching stone, if you want to talk or get my attention or anything like that, just hold it and think of me, I'll feel it on my end. We can't chat through them I can't do those spells for shit and I wanted this to be my magic, but when you want me to know you're thinking about me, I'll know. You're a good friend, and I love you a whole lot, and I want you to know. And if I ever disappear or whatever, you'll have proof too. So there's that.
If you like this enough I might even write you another, keep you up to date on all the boring shit in my life I forget to talk about at work, that sort of thing. It's kind of fun.
Happy birthday, Chris.
Nick x
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