[Theres something in this. Something he’s not seeing, but it plays at the edge of his understanding. It jolts even more confusion into the slurry of his head. Breathe. Stream of consciousness and edit down.]
Jacob, I told you to leave because you pinned me without my consent or interest, I felt trapped and panicked. You’d already wanted to leave, I should have just let you. I trust you, that’s not unconditional for anyone.
As to coming to you, it’s been a handful of days and I thought you were angry at me and wouldn’t care to know. I’m not moving in with him, nothing is changing.
I’m not through with you, I’m just Angry And confused Like we’re not talking properly
[Something clicks slightly and that sharpness comes back]
You don’t sound like you’re talking sides anymore.
no subject
Breathe. Stream of consciousness and edit down.]
Jacob, I told you to leave because you pinned me without my consent or interest, I felt trapped and panicked. You’d already wanted to leave, I should have just let you.
I trust you, that’s not unconditional for anyone.
As to coming to you, it’s been a handful of days and I thought you were angry at me and wouldn’t care to know. I’m not moving in with him, nothing is changing.
I’m not through with you, I’m just
Angry
And confused
Like we’re not talking properly
[Something clicks slightly and that sharpness comes back]
You don’t sound like you’re talking sides anymore.