No of course you didn’t. I shouldn’t have grabbed you either.
[That had been a different kind of impulsive panic.]
Im still not sure we aren’t going to solve this with punching each other. It’s not off the table.
[…]
Jacob. Let me be perfectly plain because I’m tired of being assumed and misunderstood.
I love Jon Sims entirely. To my knowledge, he feels at least something similar. We are not together for reasons that frankly aren’t your business nor concern.
I love you entirely. You’ve made it clear it’s just on me. That’s fine. I’m adult enough to choose to nurse my feelings with them going nowhere in either case.
I contracted with Jon because I don’t trust easy and there have been a few too many brushes with dominants I didn’t trust doing things I only half consented to in the last half year. I chose him for an interest in mutual safety and having each other’s backs, the love is secondary.
Nothing’s changed except you tried to punch him and it became my problem.
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[That had been a different kind of impulsive panic.]
Im still not sure we aren’t going to solve this with punching each other. It’s not off the table.
[…]
Jacob. Let me be perfectly plain because I’m tired of being assumed and misunderstood.
I love Jon Sims entirely. To my knowledge, he feels at least something similar.
We are not together for reasons that frankly aren’t your business nor concern.
I love you entirely.
You’ve made it clear it’s just on me. That’s fine. I’m adult enough to choose to nurse my feelings with them going nowhere in either case.
I contracted with Jon because I don’t trust easy and there have been a few too many brushes with dominants I didn’t trust doing things I only half consented to in the last half year. I chose him for an interest in mutual safety and having each other’s backs, the love is secondary.
Nothing’s changed except you tried to punch him and it became my problem.