You didn't mean me any harm. I should have better control of myself.
[ There's was a flare of something like hope in his chest, something warm and bright like a tiny star, like a tiny light in the night. ]
You can punch me if you want. I'll even hold still for you, to give you a fighting chance.
[ And then the light flickers, almost as if someone is trying to blow it out. It takes everything Jacob has to remind himself of what Chris helped him understand, not all that long ago. However someone he loves cares for someone else doesn't take away what they have. Whatever Chris and Jon Sims have together is nothing like what he has with Chris. Nor does it decrease it in value. Just like what he has with Chris doesn't change what he has with Vrenille or Hellboy or Vanessa.]
What do you mean, I made it clear its just on you?
[ And what about these dominants? Who the hell hurt you? Why didn't you tel me? No. Its not the time. ]
If you and Jon Sims are happy, if you trust him and enjoy his company, I'm glad. I... I do want you to be happy. But he and I. We're chalk and cheese. We're never going to get along. Christ knows I've tried.
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[ There's was a flare of something like hope in his chest, something warm and bright like a tiny star, like a tiny light in the night. ]
You can punch me if you want. I'll even hold still for you, to give you a fighting chance.
[ And then the light flickers, almost as if someone is trying to blow it out. It takes everything Jacob has to remind himself of what Chris helped him understand, not all that long ago. However someone he loves cares for someone else doesn't take away what they have. Whatever Chris and Jon Sims have together is nothing like what he has with Chris. Nor does it decrease it in value. Just like what he has with Chris doesn't change what he has with Vrenille or Hellboy or Vanessa.]
What do you mean, I made it clear its just on you?
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And what about these dominants? Who the hell hurt you? Why didn't you tel me?No. Its not the time. ]If you and Jon Sims are happy, if you trust him and enjoy his company, I'm glad. I... I do want you to be happy. But he and I. We're chalk and cheese. We're never going to get along. Christ knows I've tried.