I suppose you are more of a cushion at the moment.
[ Jacob knows it. He is in no doubt how much Chris loves him, and he knows how much he loves the other in turn. He simply feels like hes been torn and crudely put back into the tapestry of this life, and it is taking just a little while for his threads and Chris' to knot together again. Hes in no doubt they will, but presently its just good to be with him, relax in his presence and feel the weight of change and grief life off his shoulders momentarily. ]
That's the very last thing I am planning to do.
[ The words are soft ans quiet, but there all the same. ]
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[ Jacob knows it. He is in no doubt how much Chris loves him, and he knows how much he loves the other in turn. He simply feels like hes been torn and crudely put back into the tapestry of this life, and it is taking just a little while for his threads and Chris' to knot together again. Hes in no doubt they will, but presently its just good to be with him, relax in his presence and feel the weight of change and grief life off his shoulders momentarily. ]
That's the very last thing I am planning to do.
[ The words are soft ans quiet, but there all the same. ]