[ Alright. That's... Well not good that he didn't get any sleep but that he's not hiding things. He could have just waved him off with some platitude or other and then he'd know he'd misstepped, but this is normal. As normal as one can be after an experience like Chris had.
He winces at the pointed comment about him being out of it. He'd been told by both Chris and Amelia to watch himself and he did, really. He watched himself sail right past his boundaries and directly into overtaxed like he'd had an invitation. He'd not given it a second thought last night. Hadn't cared. Still isn't sure he does as that mana was well used, but he can at least be remorseful for worrying others.]
Nothing rest couldn't fix. Don't be jealous but I slept like the dead.
[ Should he be making jokes? Probably not but it's fine. ]
I am sorry. For worrying you and putting more to fret about on you. Andraste knows you have enough as it is. I wasn't in a state to be able to keep it off you and I feel like I
[ Like I failed you. Like I could have been what you needed in that moment and I acted like an idiot instead. Like even still I can't find the words or the actions that will somehow make this better. ]
I acted stupidly. Let me make it up to you? Anything you want.
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He winces at the pointed comment about him being out of it. He'd been told by both Chris and Amelia to watch himself and he did, really. He watched himself sail right past his boundaries and directly into overtaxed like he'd had an invitation. He'd not given it a second thought last night. Hadn't cared. Still isn't sure he does as that mana was well used, but he can at least be remorseful for worrying others.]
Nothing rest couldn't fix.
Don't be jealous but I slept like the dead.
[ Should he be making jokes? Probably not but it's fine. ]
I am sorry.
For worrying you and putting more to fret about on you. Andraste knows you have enough as it is.
I wasn't in a state to be able to keep it off you and I feel like I
[ Like I failed you. Like I could have been what you needed in that moment and I acted like an idiot instead. Like even still I can't find the words or the actions that will somehow make this better. ]
I acted stupidly.
Let me make it up to you? Anything you want.