I do But I'm not going to argue with you about it I'd not insist you lean on me when you're not yet ready, but the rest of it? Someone had to.
[ That much he needs Chris to know. None of it was a hardship or even required much thought as to if he should. Healing beyond what he was called for (he's still sorry he's not better at it, then maybe it wouldn't scar. He knows Chris is as vain as he is and he finds it endearing), trying to put Chris in a position to be vulnerable somewhere safe (Hawke had failed that, but he would try a thousand times to get it right), cold blooded murder (torture, really, but he couldn't let it be quick, not for what they'd done), he'd revisit all of it and walk the same steps because Chris is worth all of it. The heartache, the risk of getting caught, and the plaguing far away voice of his father telling him over and again magic is not for that which is base, like murder. Like revenge.
Doesn't matter. His friends are everything. Chris is everything. ]
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But I'm not going to argue with you about it
I'd not insist you lean on me when you're not yet ready, but the rest of it? Someone had to.
[ That much he needs Chris to know. None of it was a hardship or even required much thought as to if he should. Healing beyond what he was called for (he's still sorry he's not better at it, then maybe it wouldn't scar. He knows Chris is as vain as he is and he finds it endearing), trying to put Chris in a position to be vulnerable somewhere safe (Hawke had failed that, but he would try a thousand times to get it right), cold blooded murder (torture, really, but he couldn't let it be quick, not for what they'd done), he'd revisit all of it and walk the same steps because Chris is worth all of it. The heartache, the risk of getting caught, and the plaguing far away voice of his father telling him over and again magic is not for that which is base, like murder. Like revenge.
Doesn't matter. His friends are everything. Chris is everything. ]
I'd do again in a heartbeat.