Dear Chris, Thank you for taking the time to write me. Part of me was worried too much time had lapsed, but then I know this is delicate, and the city always makes use of our time as well. I was very glad to hear from you and your kind words about me being a formidable young woman. From you that means a lot.
I understand better now, I believe. I had taken your words as a rejection as I am still processing some of the perceptions that I have grown up with and attempting to unlearn them about myself and others. I do hope you realize that I care little for complexities and only for the character of a person that I wish to spend any time with let alone intimately. I understand and accept the nature of our relationship whatever may come with it, and I hope you do know that. You have been there for me in ways that others have not, nor could not, even if what I get from them is different from what perhaps is gained between you and I.
I do wish for you to know that I am happy. I have someone in my life that fulfills that connection and intimacy that I had never once expected from anyone-- nor even desired it. But it is from that I was reflecting more on my own nature in relationship that I have, and you have always been so attuned to me. When I reached out I merely wished to express that I had not considered to take the things that you like that we could perhaps one day explore. If you wished to. I realize now how muddled it all got, but I still enjoy your company, in and out of the bedroom. Yours still, E.
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Thank you for taking the time to write me. Part of me was worried too much time had lapsed, but then I know this is delicate, and the city always makes use of our time as well. I was very glad to hear from you and your kind words about me being a formidable young woman. From you that means a lot.
I understand better now, I believe. I had taken your words as a rejection as I am still processing some of the perceptions that I have grown up with and attempting to unlearn them about myself and others. I do hope you realize that I care little for complexities and only for the character of a person that I wish to spend any time with let alone intimately. I understand and accept the nature of our relationship whatever may come with it, and I hope you do know that. You have been there for me in ways that others have not, nor could not, even if what I get from them is different from what perhaps is gained between you and I.
I do wish for you to know that I am happy. I have someone in my life that fulfills that connection and intimacy that I had never once expected from anyone-- nor even desired it. But it is from that I was reflecting more on my own nature in relationship that I have, and you have always been so attuned to me. When I reached out I merely wished to express that I had not considered to take the things that you like that we could perhaps one day explore. If you wished to. I realize now how muddled it all got, but I still enjoy your company, in and out of the bedroom.
Yours still,
E.