Yeah. There's a lot of things I try not to think about here.

[Rhys goes quiet for a moment, thoughts twisting and burning in his mind. Normally he might have left it, laughed it off, but he's still raw with doubt and anger from his punishment. Raw enough that he speaks truthfully, and it's just as well it's Chris because if Rhys was to speak anything of this, it would be someone he trusts as much as the cleric.

When he speaks, its heavy with the years hes lived, the mistakes he's made.]

I don't think I have a future at home, unless something changes there. Unless I change. I made a lot of mistakes, burned a lot of bridges. I tried to be better, but it was a struggle and I was *tired*.

[But he's willing to try, still. Even after everything. For a little longer, anyway.]

If I could keep my memories of what I've done here, I think it would be better. But honestly? I don't know.

I think maybe I'd choose to find another world, somewhere I could start again. I don't want to forget my mistakes, but...I don't want to be chained by them, either.