Amelia went to the centre last month. She hadn't wanted to take the drugs they gave us and she gave me very good reasons. It's only right that you both be allowed the stands you wish to make, but They just pumped her full of something that made her need it anyway And I id told her I'd wait for her and take care of her myself because I love her and I thought I could just make it...
How she and I are.
But they made her crave sensitivity and I couldn't simulate it with my magic. I had one pill left over, so I Give it to her Forced it on her. I put it in my mouth and kissed it into hers. I thought it was for the best in the moment, that she could hate me for it but I would bear it because it meant she wasn't in agony not being able to find relief. I took her choice from her. Knowingly and intentionally I have her that pill expressly against her wishes and I did it with no outside influence.
We've talked since but I find it hard to bring myself to even touch her. If that's how you're feeling too, then I am so sorry, my heart. But please... Please don't go there. I can't- I can't handle it. It's selfish, I know it's so selfish, and I'm so sorry
[ He's never felt weaker than right now, asking for such a thing. ]
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Amelia went to the centre last month. She hadn't wanted to take the drugs they gave us and she gave me very good reasons.
It's only right that you both be allowed the stands you wish to make, but
They just pumped her full of something that made her need it anyway
And I
id told her I'd wait for her and take care of her myself because I love her and I thought I could just make it...
How she and I are.
But they made her crave sensitivity and I couldn't simulate it with my magic.
I had one pill left over, so I
Give it to her
Forced it on her.
I put it in my mouth and kissed it into hers.
I thought it was for the best in the moment, that she could hate me for it but I would bear it because it meant she wasn't in agony not being able to find relief.
I took her choice from her. Knowingly and intentionally I have her that pill expressly against her wishes and I did it with no outside influence.
We've talked since but I find it hard to bring myself to even touch her.
If that's how you're feeling too, then I am so sorry, my heart.
But please... Please don't go there.
I can't-
I can't handle it.
It's selfish, I know it's so selfish, and I'm so sorry
[ He's never felt weaker than right now, asking for such a thing. ]