IC Contact

[chrisisofaith]

UN: ravens

You've reached Chris Sonom, previously of Melvaunt Deismyr, please leave a message.

Comments

@nate

[guylining]

my demon is here

[chrisisofaith]

wait what?

which one? the big bad one or the one who saved you?

[guylining]

it doesn't matter
you were right
they're the same being
thorn was a part of ineroth. he didn't kill him, he took him back in

now they're here
he's here
he looks like thorn, but. he's both of them

[chrisisofaith]

[He’s never wished so badly he was wrong, that convenient things could just be gifts instead of traps.]

oh nate, love
i’m sorry

did he tell you this himself?
do you have nick or caleb or someone with you right now?

[guylining]

caleb and oli, and caliban's coming over to put hell magic into my wards

i just needed to warn the people connected to me, you know? in case he does anything

he might not
i don't know, maybe he won't

[chrisisofaith]

good

ive my own wards and barriers that will work on demons, but it would work on all demons no matter who, so more a last resort

what did he say to you? was he crowing about wanting to eat your power? did he seem conflicted?

[guylining]

i'd want caliban to still get through

and magnus, you know, if he ever comes back

it was weird
he just seemed like thorn at first. i didn't believe him, he had to prove it to me.

[chrisisofaith]

maybe we could do like you did for me with the vampire circle for grayson.

if you can alter my magic's parameters? make it more stable, i think i can designate 'friend' when casting.

he had to prove he was thorn? that seems like a good thing if he succeeded.

[guylining]

no, he had to prove he was ineroth because i wouldn't
couldn't
believe that was true

so he showed me his shadow magic, and that

it just made me panic. it was just involuntary, like a reflex, because any time i've ever seen that magic it signalled him arriving
and it tortured me for a fucking long time too

[chrisisofaith]

oh love
i'm sorry

look, we'll make the magic work. whatever you need, we've brilliant minds in our circle and we can figure it out

what he can't rush or change is you and your head. it's ok if it takes a while to get comfortable. it's ok if you're never fully comfortable. it's ok if it doesn't take as long as you even think cause sometimes people fit together even if there's a part in him that's hurt you so bad to still make you sick
so long as you keep patience with your need to heal
and he keeps patience with your need to heal

i'll keep your back no matter what you decide he is or isn't to you, but if he pushes or steps over a line you've set, there'll be not enough patience to be found in every heart on this plane for him doing that to you. do you hear me?

[guylining]

i do
i hear you

you don't know how glad i am that i even have you to come to for advice, and help
i wouldn't have this anywhere else.

i want so badly for him to be the thorn i remember
i'm worried i won't see warning signs, if there are any.

if you could just keep me honest with myself

i'm generally good to let my feelings guide me, but in this case they can't be in charge. at least not fully

[chrisisofaith]

ive never been afraid to tell you you’re being stupid and i care too much to start now

plus im paranoid, watchful, and protective enough to keep an eye on any stars in your eyes and how bad it’s getting
or not getting

we’ll do check ins or something

[guylining]

yeah, check ins would be good.

thank you. i know i can trust you, chris.

[chrisisofaith]

consider it done love

and you're welcome, i'm glad you do