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[chrisisofaith]

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[drmcsexy]

I'm aware. I know.
I made my regular post about the blood bank. I try and do it every few months and I knew of one new vampire recently so I wanted to put things out there... and I am working on helping her as well.

But then I was approached about this. If I could stop people from dying, I couldn't say no.

Demon.
...
Is there a difference?

[chrisisofaith]

Yes

Demons are chaotic, self-serving, rarely redemptive things out for destruction and pain

Devils are much the same, but they’re lawful and have a code to follow. If a devil makes a deal not to murder, I’d believe them. If a demon does it, it only lasts until their next whim.

What you’re trying to do won’t stop them.

[drmcsexy]

Why would he approach me then about it?
Is it possible a demon would want to change those desires?

Such as being trapped in a much smaller place, like we are now?

[chrisisofaith]

The least generous answer? Because he's a demon and demons gain pleasure and satisfaction from fucking with people successfully.

The most generous answer? Maybe he's seen the score as well and knows killing people will put him in a bad place if he kills the wrong person here. That won't change anything if it's not an earnest desire born from want to change rather than blending in to his new surroundings for survival.

I don't want to see you played for a sucker, lovely, but I'm more worried he's setting you up to be a long term meal.

[drmcsexy]

Here's hoping it's the latter. Except even my hope in that is thin, so that says something.

Given my thoughts have gone to the regenerative powers of the human liver, I hate how right you could be. Except I'm dead technically so not sure that would be very helpful. I'm not sure how long I could survive in vampire blood, for example.

If it's needed and not just desire. Fucking Hell.

I never think it for long but sometimes I wish I wasn't so... me.

[chrisisofaith]

I don't begrudge you being you, I love your bleeding heart.

I just wish you'd use your brain in equal measure.

Don't let him use you like you've been used before. Don't let him take and take because you're scared of the alternative. You're better than that.

[drmcsexy]

Likely I won't ever change, so that's a good thing.

I use all of that up for medical things. Sorry.
Okay bad joke, but still. I am doing better, Chris. At least I feel like I am.

I won't. I learned my lesson there. He asked, so I'm willing to try but I'm also telling Charles he should talk about it publicly for the sake of others, and I won't protect him.

I think though I want to believe if he's asking there is a chance because I want to always believe that it isn't fated that with age I'll end up like my sire and his family. If you're trying, then there's an answer.

[chrisisofaith]

Good. I’ll hold you to that.

I still say that him asking could be a ploy, but I learned from the god of tyranny and manipulation, so maybe I’m too inclined to think the worst.

Just watch your back and if you need my help in a way I can provide, I’ll be there.

[drmcsexy]

I can't argue that it isn't. I trust you in this. As you said, you know these things, so your inclination may not be wrong.

Thank you, Chris. That means a lot. I'll do my best to be careful.